after my econs lecture, me, huiyi, jeremy, junxiong n zhixiang went to holland v to eat in coffee club.. me n huiyi ordered seafood lasagne n muddy mudpie... super yummy.. maybe it is because i m very hungry.. n the econ lecture is very mind straining..haha

after tat, we intended to study in starbucks. but there is no more seats for so many of us.. we ended up returning to coffee bean to study. overall, i felt tat it was quite productive.. ignoring the fact tat i was jumping from doing math n econs..haha.. some discussions led me to think n i felt tat i had understand the subject more.. i think we should study some where else as the tables were so small n we were all sitted so crampy together.. i bumped my elbow on the wall several times...

we studied till 3 n huiyi returned back to sim as her dad will be picking her up there.. jeremy headed to take the mrt.. me, junxiong n zhixiang went home taking bus 198 from the bus stop near MOE.. the bus journey was super long la.. fortunately i did not suffer from any motion sickness on the bus..

i din go for frisbee today.. cos my dad brought me to see sinseh.. my ankle still hurts. he says i can't run or jump for one week.. one week leh.. arh.. i only can walk.. things will be super slow man..

from wad the sinseh said, i m very weak, blood circulation is not good.. haha.. but overall i m still ok.. need to take alot of tonic ler bah.. yea.. got more good food n soup ler..hehe..

yea!! the competition was over!! thanks to all of my beloved friends who had wished me luck ytd.. i m really super touched...thanks linnet n karen for coming all the way down to support me.. hehe.. love u gals soo much.. haha

i've learnt alot from this competition.. it's not tat scary tat i initially tot. it is really like a friendly match at a small world of ultimate frisbee. i get to see alot of wonderful players n different stunts they used.. really eyes widening.. of cos i think i will continue to train hard to reach their standard so tat i will not commit much mistakes as i did ytd..

our team, Sashimi got 2nd in the plate category. n the other sim grp got 2nd in the cup category. everyone in SIM did very well!!haha..

but.. now i got a little sun burnt again. ankles are swollen due to the uneven ground n the overly force exerted to my feet.. so i guess i haf to rest for a while before i can train as much again...

tml is the ultimate frisbee competition. hope i will do fine n just do my best.. dun be nervous teng... u can do it!!!

a few days back, one of our frisbee senior posted pictures of us when we were in one of the training. those were the fun time man.. no worries of bad throwings or bad cuts. all of the leisure frisbee mates were so bonded. now.. we dun really see each other anymore. i rmbed the first time we had dinner together after frisbee training. we occupied 3 tables full.. last thurs, the ppl who went to eat can just fit nicely into 1 small table. sigh..

the competitive training wasn't like wad i think. the hardwork i put in do not equate to wad u get after training. i hardly improve at all. looking at my burnt skin n terrible muscle aches, i questioned myself tat is all of these worth it?

karen also haf the same feeling. we r oddly misfit in the competitive grp. i seemed to lose all the passion n interest i used to have in the past. so wad i m chosen for the competition? it does not mean i m good at all. it really weighs me down alot. i can take the shoutings n screaming i had when i had done things wrong in the field. but i felt very useless. the cuts i tried so hard to make dun seem to work. i dun wan to drag my whole team down.

i really haf to reconsider if i should continue with competitive trainings. i m perhaps not suited for these...

devious sun!!! hate it!!!

my skin condition is already better as compared to the first few days after the sunburnt. now, the skin of my ears, forehead and scalp are shedding. a few part on my left hand is peeling also. but the process is painfully slow. my limbs are itching very much. i really do hope that it will peel soon so i can have a lighter skin tone.

it's very scary when i look at myself now. i am impossibly black. especially my legs, they are super ugly now. but who can i blame? i can only blame myself for not looking after myself well.

my thighs muscles are strained. very painful when i run. i am not making much progress in ultimate frisbee. sigh. why am i so unlucky and so not gifted in sports?

the photos below may be somewhat revolting. so it's not meant for the weak at heart.

can you imagine how i felt? from this...


to these...



depressed...