devious sun!!! hate it!!!

my skin condition is already better as compared to the first few days after the sunburnt. now, the skin of my ears, forehead and scalp are shedding. a few part on my left hand is peeling also. but the process is painfully slow. my limbs are itching very much. i really do hope that it will peel soon so i can have a lighter skin tone.

it's very scary when i look at myself now. i am impossibly black. especially my legs, they are super ugly now. but who can i blame? i can only blame myself for not looking after myself well.

my thighs muscles are strained. very painful when i run. i am not making much progress in ultimate frisbee. sigh. why am i so unlucky and so not gifted in sports?

the photos below may be somewhat revolting. so it's not meant for the weak at heart.

can you imagine how i felt? from this...


to these...



depressed...